Tuesday, April 14

A Nice Goodbye


Stay in the edge of age
Bargain the time to live longer
Though full of bandage
Yet keep remaining to conquer

The souls unite with churlish wind
Merging around the ground parched
Trying to soothe clashes within
As to have good end is desired

Like the dead leaves resign the foliage
Like the last breath of man in the cottage
Will be okay they reply
Smiled on welcoming azure sky

The airy ease slowly appear
With orchard scent spread away
White lights turn to grey
Gorgeous clothes ready to wear
Frost and cold! But that's okay
It's such a nice goodbye.

Saturday, April 11

The Truly Me

Many times I wonder who I am
Can't stop questioning what the truly I want to be
I'm blurred, among people it's hard to find myself, my true colour

I want to be this and that
Pursuing uncertain desires
Which only lead me feeling down at the end

I was lost in indescribable place
Without any light or guide
Only a tiny intention I had

But, then, I start considering
The answer is unfolding
The light is brightening

I just want to be a good human being
Treating myself and people around me as best as I can
They who I love, accept me and hear my sound

I don't need to care what people think on me
How they laugh on my dream and who I am personally
To critize is their right, and to ignore is my turn

I want to set myself not to be drained and overwhelmed about them at all
But that's hard thing to deal with as my personality won't ignore it that easily
It's a struggle - an endless struggle

It's such a process of getting 'the trully me'
The one who keeps trying to do deeds eventho only as tiny as seeds

Thursday, April 9

Woman Without Degree

She accompanies me

Strengthen me

Either teaches me

Eventho without any degree


Could I be as strong as her?

Though have no super power

Wanna be as beautiful as flower

And any fears I can conquer

I Am Tired

Of everything I am tired

Human, dreams, struggles

I am scared

If those all end with disappointments


I know

I'm that complicated

Every single thing I think

I know

I'm that different

Every single fears I feel


Never study me

Nor try hard to understand me

I am that weird

Even I myself tired of it

Call Me

I sank in deepest ocean

The darkness I saw

Used to be beautiful as swan

Now, only full of flaw



But I am not alone

Lonely accompany me

I want to sound

No one hears me

Don't let me deeply down

So just call me

About Fall

The leaves whispered to me

'Fall will come soon'

Start to change their colours

In yellow, orange and red

Altering the trees into bedecked


Elegancy was gently showed

'I have come' fall said

Mind, everything in life is fluid

Be ready to be ended



Pluck your best part

Live your last life

Before the times get colder

The nights get longer

The leaves get fewer


Let the gloom go

Enjoy every pieces you face

Sum up your happiness

Cause the spring widely welcomes

As the new phase of its existence