That “Hi”, Doesn’t Belong to Me

In a million distance, I feel you

In a dawn soft-dense mist, I notice you

I realize it’s love, enters my soul 

Its turbulence is strong like crystal cloud

You give me a hope, so I go further

I let the love rooted deepest in heart

And it happily flies with whity feather

Wishing you let me become your sweetheart

I admire you stronger than moon love night

I love you greater than sun love its bright

Then I see you going around saying hi

Running round leaving wound without a bye

Lemonade

I Iave lemons, make me a lemonade 

As life loves leave me lonely and sully

So, I only follow the night’s dark shade

Crack crack crack, music of my severity

I wonder why whole of life was woeful

Pain I gain again, scars as much the stars

Soul needs an overhaul, embrace peaceful

Stop biting bitter and taste the sugars

I have lemons, make me a lemonade

But no one willing to make it for me

Instead throwing a gloom in a grenade

They are the soldier of the lethal bee

I will wait my wound to wholly forfeit

And become stronger like president tree

Myself, make a lemonade in merit

Whenever life give me lemon, receive

I Write A Poem

 Hello there, I just want to make a poem

By employing all the rules of my own

Without thinking of the rigid rundown

Elements that slap and get me smack down

Assonance, consonance harshly bounce at me

Rhyme, rhythm, repetition scolding me

Simile, metaphor, arousing me

Oops! I reject them and their family

Hello there, I just want to make a poem

By employing all the rules of my own

So I keep writing like a walking pen

It flows, glows, and blows whenever I went

I am a whity paper wearing wrap

So I can tackle any kind of scrap

I am the greatest poet ever exist

Like the greatest drama with its plot twist

Oouch! The reality is slapping me

I just live on my freaky fantasy

Don't you see if there is an irony?

Hiding behind this freaking fluttery

Poem's elements where I want to hide from

Already sticking in this writing form

An Ode to Me

Stop and look, you've been here

Bringing hopes, loves, and dreams

Stop and look, and let's hear

The melody of winds

Beautiful as flower

You like a sad blower

Like joy and peace drawer

It's you, good deeds grower

Tweet...tweet.. the bird's singing

Woosh...woosh the wind's greeting

Let lucid laugh louder

Smile, it's your supporter

Remember this, yes you

Life may be quite bad

Even your shade leave you

Yet you must go ahead

Remember this, yes you

Dearest soul may leave you

Yet you can't blame, it's fate

Remember this, yes great

Black, wreck, crack be with you

White, faith, right be with you

Love, loose, lonely crept

Accept, kept, be adept

The balance is your guard

The choices is your board

Faith is the greatest path

Peace is the warmest breath

Remember this, what's said

Through an ode I stated

You're great if you obeyed

Every best roles have made

These in This

This wound

No one want

Explodes like a bom

Hurts heart and beyond

This sick

Spreads so quick

Collapses the castle brick

Heaps the fraction in thick

This blood

Flows like a flood

Screams so aloud

Bounces to the cloud

Will be okay

As we are ally

With the smile in delay

It's okay, okay?

A Nice Goodbye

Stay in the edge of age
Bargain the time to live longer
Though full of bandage
Yet keep remaining to conquer

The souls unite with churlish wind
Merging around the ground parched
Trying to soothe clashes within
As to have good end is desired

Like the dead leaves resign the foliage
Like the last breath of man in the cottage
Will be okay they reply
Smiled on welcoming azure sky

The airy ease slowly appear
With orchard scent spread away
White lights turn to grey
Gorgeous clothes ready to wear
Frost and cold! But that's okay
It's such a nice goodbye.

The Truly Me

Many times I wonder who I am

Can't stop questioning what the truly I want to be

I'm blurred, among people it's hard to find myself, my true colour

I want to be this and that

Pursuing uncertain desires

Which only lead me feeling down at the end

I was lost in indescribable place

Without any light or guide

Only a tiny intention I had

But, then, I start considering

The answer is unfolding

The light is brightening

I just want to be a good human being

Treating myself and people around me as best as I can

They who I love, accept me and hear my sound

I don't need to care what people think on me

How they laugh on my dream and who I am personally

To critize is their right, and to ignore is my turn

I want to set myself not to be drained and overwhelmed about them at all

But that's hard thing to deal with as my personality won't ignore it that easily

It's a struggle - an endless struggle

It's such a process of getting 'the trully me'

The one who keeps trying to do deeds eventho only as tiny as seeds

Woman Without Degree

She accompanies me

Strengthen me

Either teaches me

Eventho without any degree


Could I be as strong as her?

Though have no super power

Wanna be as beautiful as flower

And any fears I can conquer

I Am Tired

Of everything I am tired

Human, dreams, struggles

I am scared

If those all end with disappointments


I know

I'm that complicated

Every single thing I think

I know

I'm that different

Every single fears I feel


Never study me

Nor try hard to understand me

I am that weird

Even I myself tired of it

Call Me

I sank in deepest ocean

The darkness I saw

Used to be beautiful as swan

Now, only full of flaw



But I am not alone

Lonely accompany me

I want to sound

No one hears me

Don't let me deeply down

So just call me

About Fall

The leaves whispered to me

'Fall will come soon'

Start to change their colours

In yellow, orange and red

Altering the trees into bedecked

Elegancy was gently showed

'I have come' fall said

Mind, everything in life is fluid

Be ready to be ended



Pluck your best part

Live your last life

Before the times get colder

The nights get longer

The leaves get fewer

Let the gloom go

Enjoy every pieces you face

Sum up your happiness

Cause the spring widely welcomes

As the new phase of its existence